{"id":690,"date":"2016-07-01T07:53:07","date_gmt":"2016-07-01T07:53:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.cranswick.org.uk\/judith\/?p=690"},"modified":"2016-12-01T11:52:14","modified_gmt":"2016-12-01T11:52:14","slug":"the-novelist-and-depression-dealing-with-the-downside","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.judithcranswick.co.uk\/?p=690","title":{"rendered":"The Novelist and Depression &#8211; Dealing with the Downside"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.cranswick.org.uk\/judith\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/Depression.jpg\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-691\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\" wp-image-691 alignleft\" src=\"http:\/\/www.cranswick.org.uk\/judith\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/Depression-300x150.jpg\" alt=\"Depression\" width=\"268\" height=\"134\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.judithcranswick.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/Depression-300x150.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.judithcranswick.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/Depression-768x384.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.judithcranswick.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/Depression.jpg 980w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 268px) 100vw, 268px\" \/><\/a>We fiction writers are sensitive people \u2013 we live on our emotions. We create characters and, if we want to make them to be real for our readers, we see the world through their eyes. We put our protagonist through all kinds of misery. One problem after another. If we didn\u2019t there would be no story. The more we experience our character\u2019s pain, the better the writing will be. We train ourselves to feel the grief, the despair, the anguish. Is it any wonder that we fall victim to a certain level of despondency when life hands us a bad deal? Life is never fair. I like to claim that I\u2019m a glass half full person, trying to see the best side and count my many blessings, but there are times when I don\u2019t succeed.<\/p>\n<p><!--more-->At some point, most fiction writers feel that life is stacked against them. We are faced with so many knocks &#8211; rejections from agents and publishing houses, bad reviews or simply periods when the writing is just not going well. These all conspire to make us doubt our abilities. The resulting state of self-pity and lack of confidence may not be clinical depression, but, if we let it fester, it soon leads to an overwhelming feeling of failure. We might even be tempted to give up writing altogether.<\/p>\n<p>THE REJECTIONS<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.cranswick.org.uk\/judith\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/MAIN-rowling.jpg\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-692\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-692 alignright\" src=\"http:\/\/www.cranswick.org.uk\/judith\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/MAIN-rowling-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"MAIN-rowling\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.judithcranswick.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/MAIN-rowling-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.judithcranswick.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/MAIN-rowling.jpg 615w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a>The number of writers who have been accepted by an agent or publisher on their first enquiry are very few. We all know the stories of famous writers some of whom were turned down over fifty times or more. J K Rowling, Steven King and John le Carr\u00e9 were all rejected time after time. It took Agatha Christie five years before she was accepted, and her book sales are now in excess of $2 billion. Only William Shakespeare has sold more. Beatrix Potter never did find a publisher and decided to self-publish Peter Rabbit. A book which surely must rate as one of the best known and loved children\u2019s stories of all time.<\/p>\n<p>Many writers may be quite philosophical about receiving rejection letters or emails. We all know such things should not be taken personally, but for most of us, that doesn\u2019t heal the hurt. The quote I love best is from the great Science Fiction writer, Isaac Asimov &#8211; \u2018Rejections slips, or form letters, however tactfully phrased, are <strong>lacerations of the soul<\/strong>, if not quite inventions of the devil.\u2019<\/p>\n<p>When I first started writing, the thud of that heavy envelope dropping through the letter box often came so soon after the precious manuscript had been sent away that there could barely have been time to pull it out and put it straight into the return envelope. It didn\u2019t even get as far as the slush pile on the agent\u2019s desk. Nowadays, email makes things cheaper, but the frustration is still there. When it wings back almost straight away, one could be forgiven for asking if anyone had actually bothered open the attachment? Either that or it disappears into the ether never to be seen or heard of again!<\/p>\n<p>You can only take so much rejection. Is it any wonder that so many of today\u2019s writers bypass the system and decide to selfpublish? After all, there is no longer a stigma to being an indie writer.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.cranswick.org.uk\/judith\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/star_rating.jpg\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-693\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\" wp-image-693 alignleft\" src=\"http:\/\/www.cranswick.org.uk\/judith\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/star_rating-300x252.jpg\" alt=\"_star_rating\" width=\"154\" height=\"129\" \/><\/a>THE REVIEW FROM HELL<\/p>\n<p>If our books are going to find new readers, we need good reviews. We learn to accept constructive criticism right at the start of our careers, but some reviews are downright vindictive.<\/p>\n<p>These are some of the one* reviews I found on Amazon \u2013<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>\u2018Not my kind of book\u2019 \u2013 so why bother to download it?<\/li>\n<li>\u2018Give me time to read it\u2019 \u2013 why rate it if you haven\u2019t read it?<\/li>\n<li>\u2018Rubbish \u2013 didn\u2019t read beyond the first page\u2019 \u2013 so how do you know?<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>Virtually all of us have experienced a bad review at some point, whether you are well-known bestselling author or one the many struggling writers. It goes with the territory. The odd poor one* or two* is no problem if the average rating is well above the four* ranking. When it can do real damage is when a book first comes out. That happened with one of my books and to several writer friends. The misery it causes bites deeply. It can take a very long time to get over the hurdle.<\/p>\n<p>WRITERS\u2019 BLOCK<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.cranswick.org.uk\/judith\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/writers-block.jpg\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-694\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\" wp-image-694 alignright\" src=\"http:\/\/www.cranswick.org.uk\/judith\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/writers-block-300x196.jpg\" alt=\"writers-block\" width=\"236\" height=\"154\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.judithcranswick.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/writers-block-300x196.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.judithcranswick.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/writers-block-768x503.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.judithcranswick.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/writers-block-1024x670.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.judithcranswick.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/writers-block.jpg 1280w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 236px) 100vw, 236px\" \/><\/a>There are many things that can stop us writing. Illness, other commitments and, sometimes, not knowing where to go next \u2013 the dreaded writers\u2019 block.<\/p>\n<p>If you\u2019ve read my recent blogs, you\u2019ll know that my writing had to take a back seat for much of the last year and for six months, I wasn\u2019t able to look at it all. I\u2019d abandoned \u2018Blood Hits the Wall\u2019 very much at its final stages, so when I got back, it wasn\u2019t so much getting back into writing mode as to getting the book ready for publication. The launch was a few days ago, I will no longer have an excuse. I will have to pick myself up and get on with the next Fiona Mason.<\/p>\n<p>The trouble is, I have to confess that I haven\u2019t yet worked up the enthusiasm. Normally I can\u2019t wait to get started on a new book. Ideas tumble over one another. First comes the country together with a plot for Fiona and one for Peter Montgomery-Jones, then the other passengers begin to take shape.<\/p>\n<p>I can\u2019t say I\u2019m depressed about it, but it certainly doesn\u2019t add to my sense of wellbeing. Nor does it bode well for the future.<\/p>\n<p>THE ENDING<\/p>\n<p>When we fall into that \u2018slough of despond\u2019, we need to remind ourselves that we always give our readers a happy ending.\u00a0 The murderer is discovered, the heroine gets her man, the goal is reached and the future for our protagonist looks bright.<\/p>\n<p>We\u2019ve been here before and things work out right in the end. There is no reason why the next book should be any less successful than the previous ones.<\/p>\n<p>WHAT ABOUT YOU?<\/p>\n<p>I know I\u2019m not alone in my self-doubt. What are the things that get you down? What helps you get over it?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>We fiction writers are sensitive people \u2013 we live on our emotions. We create characters and, if we want to make them to be real for our readers, we see the world through their eyes. We put our protagonist through all kinds of misery. One problem after another. 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